Eh it happens. I am sore from yesterdays workout.
Somewhere I missed 2 days eh lol.
So today I had a granola bar, a tuna sandwich with wheat bread and baked lays, and then I had grilled chicken without the bread and a small order of fries.
Not the healthiest in the world….it saddens me.
I did do 40 minutes on the EA active today. I reached the 500 calorie mile mark
Today I ate pasta and alfredo sauce, hot chocolate, broccoli and noodles and a candy bar.
Not the best, but not the worst.
I did a half hour of EA active, and then I walked up from Webster hall with snow on the sidewalks. And by snow I mean more snow on the side walks than what is on the ground.
Oh AND I walked to the cafe.
I would like to go from this:
To this:
and this (blue shirt/pink sunglasses)
I used to be a size 12/10. I am currently a 16.
Today I didnt get to work out on the EA active because I worked from 4-10pm. However, while at work I made sure to lift boxes and tried to lift more piles than anything else.
Also I swiffered and mopped the floor, which was a workout in itself.
When I ate I had: some tortilla chips, a tuna fish sandwich with baked lays, and some pasta and marinara.
Im sorry for people who follow it and really dont give a fuck about my weight, but I feel like I need to do this.
I decided as my first post, I am going to recap my year.
January: My dog Brutus (pictured above) died on the first. Then my cat died on the 23rd. I turned 21, and I also decided to get help with the rest of my life.
February-May: School. Blah blah bull shit school.
May-August: I moved out of my house, but my increased anxiety made me move back. My Aunt Tina got out of prison, and she quickly became my biggest hassle and my worst regret ever. I also learned that I am a very angry person, and my personality has to change. I did make some new friends this summer though.
September-December: School starts again, my senior year of college. Eric and I begin to talk about our future, and it is a good thing. I got sucked into some BS drama by some 19 year old floosie, but I get over it because I found new ways to manage my anger and stress……drawing and painting. I began to paint more and more and my room is quickly filled with art done by me, and polar bears :)
Heres to 2011. I officially become an adult now…..
I decided to try the 365 again, but this time I am going to do it once a week. I really, forget after like 2 weeks. I hope this will be better.
Also, I might not have time because I am graduating in 5 months soooo…Off to real life.
Here goes nothing…
